I've been in a pretty shitty mood lately and I just feel like I need to vent so I hope you guys don't mind it :\
The past maybe week or two has been getting me down, apart from my small group of friends at college is slowly being split up because of one case of drama, and one bitch who decides she has the right to not only break one mans heart, but abuse the trust of another girl of our group (which I'm crushing on at the moment, but we'll get to that) after she went to her in hope of being able to spill her heart and not be betrayed. But nope on that one... It just seems like I'm dealing with more High School drama in college then I did in when I was still in High School.. Sometimes I think that this shit is just going to go on and on, It makes me miss my old friends. We never had any drama like this back in high school, it was all simple, if you had a problem with someone you told them to their face, not hide behind Facebook being passive aggressive with every single status update you make. AND then, after we try to figure out whats going on with her and the guy who's heart she broke after leading him on for a good 2 or 3 months now, and fix some of the shit that's going on, she has the nerve to go back onto Facebook and say, and I quote "I think I'm gonna start expanding my group of friends. I need different people to hang out with." WHAT THE FUCK. She says that about people who have been there for her no matter what was wrong, we tried to be the best friends we could be and she just basically turned on us and spit in our face when we're trying to fix the now inevitable collapse of our friendship with her. but whatever fuck her if she wanted to drive us away for only being friends who needs her whiny ass.
But back to the girl I'm crushing on, sadly this is one of the few times I've ever been so confused about a girl I like :\
Basic I like girl
Girl likes other guy
Other guy likes girl, but here is where it gets interesting
Other guy texts girl drunk telling her that he likes her, shes caught off guard doesn't know what to do
next day other guy 2 tells girl that he likes her as well
girl doesn't like other guy 2 at all
girl tells other guy 2 she has no interest what-so-ever
other guy 2 turns into a complete asshole, stalks her pretty much trying to get her to like him, while being a bitch to other guy 1
girl tells other guy 1 to wait till she knows him better (waiting on drama to blow over)
other guy 2s antics continue
other guy 1 is now has almost no interest because of all the drama going on
-few weeks later-
girl thinks its time to tell other guy 1 she like him too
girl is worried about what to say
sends facebook message
girl goes to other girl for some reassurance, gets nothing but a blank stare..
finds out the next day that girl 2 sent other guy 1 a message after she talked to girl about liking him, about girl 2 liking him
girl feels betrayed, other guy 1 says "fuck it"
other guy 2, still fucktard
girl tries to talk to other girl about it
girl one would've never done anything if she knew other girl liked other guy 1, but other girl showed no interest
other girl refuses to talk to girl, says "I just want to forget anything happened"
girl pissed, but still likes other guy
other guy 1 completely gave up, told me to go for her because he knows I like her
Im not 100% sure other guy 1 gave up and as he said "stopped liking her"
I don't want to make a move yet because I know she still really likes other guy 1
I feel like just another obstruction to other guy 1 and girl getting together
I just want girl to be happy, and I know she probably would be with Other guy 1
other guy 1 started being a slight dick to her, trying to drive her away I presume
Im here not knowing what to do
add friendship problems, and lack of sleep, and not knowing what to do with everything involving girl
i've just been sad and irritated and confused, silly things that shouldn't piss me off do and I hate being this way. I'm always trying to be happy upbeat one but lately it just doesn't seem to want to happen :\
anyone else been in a situation like this before and want to share some advice?








